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underneath the stars
I'll wait for you sweetie.

Twenty-One this year, currently serving the nation as of 27 july 2007. graduated from republic poly, basketball is my passion.

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Friday, September 30, 2005
wo hao lei....
8:23 PM

sports day....

tiredx...im damn tired....

ben's big day tomorrow...(:

p/s: blogspot really siao liao...i dont know what to do....):


Wednesday, September 28, 2005
HELP~!!!
11:39 PM

helpppp~!!!!

i need the emergency button...

er...do you have the reset button as well?

p/s: if only time can backtrack.....sigh....i dunno what's happening to blogger..i cant change font and colors...


Monday, September 26, 2005
reflection....
10:20 PM

reflection....

to whom it may concern...in life...it is full of decision making...every single decision that you've made...you have to pay a price...why? cause the time will never go back...it will never change because of you...never....so never never make mistake...

that's why im very careful whenever i have to make decision...and i can seriously tell you...in love...decision making is even tougher....cause a small mistake....will cause you to be miserable for life....how? you've got to be more careful and follow what your heart tells you...if you have one....duhx..

tada....no what happens if you made a wrong move and made wrong decision? i can tell you...move forward...cause no matter what you do...you never cover it up...and don't even bother to make it up...cause you will make it worse...plus plus plus....don't ever think and go back...cause it had already happened...pain and sorrow inflicted....the scar is forever...so move on..don't expect it to come to you....moving forward is the crux....

p/s: thousands of apologies will never appease the poor soul...so give it a break...when you truly understands who treats you the best....it's too late...(:


Sunday, September 25, 2005
my journey begins...
10:38 PM

my journey begins....

confession: i never rode a bicycle of to the road side before. but last night, was a night that i will never forget. that night i spent at least half of my riding time braking...in the roads...in the pavements...i really sucks...no choice...2 buggers made me waited for 2 hours...course they do not know how to get to rp from kallang...sucks...and i sang jay's first album to his fifth...and they are still not there..roarr....

my first stop at istana park...


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welcome to istana park...


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coolies after cycling...


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it rained...so we posed at the shelter...


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rain never stop..so did our posing...


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finally...acting cute...


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rained have stopped....next destination...let's end with a statue...


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p/s: my first ever experience of night riding...and it rawks....roarr. it simply rawks....it's fun and enjoyable...i lurvedd it...i've gotta train more...


Friday, September 23, 2005
bored..
10:06 PM

boring life....

boredd.

this is my life..

p/s: my life sucks...


Thursday, September 22, 2005
first isibl
9:11 PM

happy but disappointed...):

am i expecting too much from my team? today we bagged our first win for our isibl campaign...i was happy with a win...but wasn't satisfied on the things we played....not that im looking down on my opponents...but the fact is...they weren't that strong at all...so we managed to win them 36 - 83...a big win indeed...but...our defense wasn't up to standard...we did a half court man to man...first quarter wasn't bad...we kept the scoreline at 9 - 21...below ten....that was commentable...but subsequently....our defense loosen up and by the fourth...they were already breaking up our defense with some lightning fast breaks...sad...

actually what my friend told me was correct...pitting against weaker opponents...at least try out your drills...your plays and players rotation....but we did not...in fact i think we only tried out the bench players and the rest is just some leisure play of basketball...but glad to say...at least i know who can play and who cannot...well...our bench is indeed shallow....and does not have enough coverage...

cheers for myself....today although i did not score a lot of points...but my defense was relatively good...zero fouls and all legal footworks...hahahaha....and also...at least 3 steals...but still...i still can improve...but but...no blocks yet...sad...hahahaha...nvm can improve...i hope that this performance will be brought forward in pitting against better players...and also...i still have to improve on my footwork...it's way too slow...so i must be motivated...(:
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today...my big boss have told me his aims for the school...and i hoped i will be in his plans...yesh...i believe i can do it...personal training is up...my mind is set...

p/s: 8 pts...3 steals...zero fouls...i can do better...personal training up...


Wednesday, September 21, 2005
what should i do?
6:11 PM

face off....


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what's wrong with me? im always that indecisive....what happened? what exactly i wanted? i do not know....damn....this is me...uncertain me...i've wanted it a lot...but when it's right in front of me...i began to fear...as i know...it will leave me again....luckily i've an alternative....but now....my alternative had been taken up...what should i do? do i really have to wait till i've lose it then i can realize its importance? or i need to move forward and find something new that grabs my attention and shines on me solely....and that let me has the urge to fight for it? i do not know...till now...i've not come across that....i do not have a fixed mind....why why why? :(

oops i've did it again....

screw it...i've promised myself that i will not do it...why why why....why can't i keep my promise and control myself? what's happening to me? i can keep secrets and promises but why can't i keep this one? really hated myself....so what if im the nicest guy? so what if i have the most matured mindset? so what? i'm still that rotten if i can't keep a promise...furthermore a promise that is made by myself...i'm just lying to myself...cheating my own feelings....im so fake...i guessed i'll never improve if this problem persist...i must really hold on to it...

one day many mistakes...how am i going to live my life now...control control...sebas...i believe u can do it...cause you are one class above the others...you are simply different...

sian....just found that i do not know the songs well...they know me...but i do not know them...just found out my weakness in singing....i can't do fast changing of pitch....how how? what am i going to do? can someone just tell me...if you do not know the song well...do not even go attempt it...it just sounds disgusting....hahaha...(: is my room too cold? and will coldness affect your singing ability? sian... i do not know....i need a teacher....i need advice.....lee music school here i come.....provided i've saved enough...hahahah....

yes...cold will make your articulation and pronounciation fail...damn...why am i feeling cold?


p/s: guessed im going to sing to forget my mistakes...tomorrow first isibl match against the japanese...wish me luck...



Tuesday, September 20, 2005
She's back~!
10:41 PM

she's back....(:

this morning was happily going for training until my capt told me lifang wants to meet us for some discussion...it was a ppt for the bangkok trip...damn....wasted my morning...did not trained at all...in the midst of the discussion...a person im me...and i was very happy after i saw the conversation window...

she's back...hahaha...2 weeks from sri lanka...hahahaha...so lame...too bad eunice is not around...otherwise sure share the joy with her...she came back with good news...she did not tell me straight...but after 2 weeks...our antenna still up and working...hahahaha...cause...we're always on the same frequency...*winks*

today did not trained with the team...so my capt and i had some light training on our own....had tons of fun...

got the stairway to heaven from abby...my mum is watching now...sad....hahaha

p/s: sad sad story...im totally clueless...hahaha...well my friend had bought good news with her...so we shall be happy...


Monday, September 19, 2005
weird...
11:49 PM

weird...weirder...weirdest...(:

today played dota with kw and paul....so long nvr play games with paul...i think the last time was cs and it was like...during my secondary school....played and we owned them...and as usual...im a feeder...died a lot of times..hahaha...my sis coming back today and my mum made wanton noodles...it was damn nice...and we still had some left over...so i guess tomorrow will be wanton again...today i only had a meal...so happy...guard....here i come...

at night accompanied kw to buy his belt and tie...he's starting work on wednesday...and i bought reebok tights....40 bucks....sad...burnt....so i pass him his chelsea robben jersey and returned his mp3....thanks for lending it to me dude....played a few games of pool and got owned by him....he's forever so consistence.....so i went home at around 10+....

was chatting online after i bathe...then abby told me a real freaky stuff...she asked me when's my bday...after she checked my bday....the rest of the things she said was...omg...omg...omg..omg...hahahah...weirdo...then she tells me....her bday...carrie's bday...and mine....all fall on the same date....and a year apart....hahahah....so freakkyy.....(:

p/s: today...another person urge me to join project superstar....it's not that i do not want to join....but it's impossible....):


Sunday, September 18, 2005
Sunday Morning..
11:32 PM

careless...stubborn...nothing to say...):

this morning at 8 + where all ppl were still sleeping...i was awake...my mum tripped over a rug in the kitchen and she fell...a very loud bang...she dropped the kettle on the floor...and she shouted for me...while im still in my bed...she weep...i ran out to the kitchen asap...saw her sitting on the floor crying...then i asked her where she hurt and how she fell...she went straight on her knees...but luckily she landed on her right knee first...her right knee had a replacement a year ago...so i quickly bathe and than rushed her to sgh's a&e....went in to see the doctor and she had a x-ray...the doctor says everything is normal and there's no crack or any loosen of joints....phew a sigh of relief....

reach home at around 11+ and started sleeping...woke up again at 3+ and play some lame games...at 4 + chatted with my friends....and even till now...we haven stopped...hahaha..nuts....basically sunday is a boring day for me...pushed every of my event just to accompany my mum at home....

i shall end here....

p/s: isibl schedule out...hope my team can excel...and i really hope my teammates will be committed and motivated...(:


Saturday, September 17, 2005
Singapore Invitational
11:57 PM

saturday...

had a wonderful sleep last night after wasting my breathe to talk with a stubborn person...talk and talk and talk...she still do not understand...it's simply frustrating...well, today woke up at 2+ and online...chatted with some of my good friends and enjoyed the conversation...at 3+ i called ben and asked him about the isibl schedule and if he's going to toa payoh sports hall...there's this singapore invitational women's basketball ongoing there...so i called carl and meet him there....

reach there at about 640...the first match had started...with taipei leading the indonesians...the match was very exciting...the true matchup begins during the 3rd quarter when the indonesians fought back from a 2 digits deficit to an one point lead...cheers man...they played a very hasty 4th quarter and lead the match until the last minute....fouls had killed them off...it was a very exciting match..well done....

second match...singapore versus the aussies...team singapore had a very good fight with the aussies in the first quarter...making the aussies panicked and made several changes....but in the end...the aussies rox....they simply the best man...team singapore had early foul troubles with their captain bagging 4 fouls...conclusion...aussies owned....

just had a super hot beehoon soup...guess i will get sore throat tomorrow...drink more water bahs....

p/s:
aussie number 7 is pretty...very attractive...hope to see her tomorrow...(:


Friday, September 16, 2005
friendly match...
10:32 PM

friendly..:(

today had a friendly match with ite central...i saw min kwee...min cen's brother...he's good...youth state player...anyway...the match was lousy...we played very badly...it seems that the team is not a team...all seems so lost and tired after the thailand trip....restless...making a lot of turnovers....so no need to say...we lost big time...yj was demoralized....

back at home...i ate my dinner...and an ice cream...hahahaha....fattening liao...but who cares...im already fat....hahahaha...then i attempt..to voice record....my singing...hahahah...well, my first attempt for english failed....sounds so eeeeyeee.....than after that i tried a very difficult z chen's song...and also failed..did not catch the tempo and rhythm at all....sad....a bad day i had today...

let's hope tomorrow will be a better day...(:


Thursday, September 15, 2005
15th Sept' 05
9:29 PM

im back~!

bangkok, thailand trip day 1.

early in the morning...i woke up at 5.30 am and bathe...had 2 slices of bread...my mum bombarded me with lots of tonics...chix essence...bird nest...ginseng...she's afraid that i will get very sleepy....and i ended up in the toilet...at 5.50 am...supposed to leave my house at 6.00am to meet baosen...but the toilet session ended very late...and baosen kept rushing me...his gf too...totally 2 typical spiders....

managed to take a cab at 6.10 am...and went straight to the airport with baosen and his gf..sheena...upon reaching airport...saw ben and some of the basketball guys...and ben was distributing jerseys...my basketballs guys were all stunned and total sianness of the retro jersey...100% cotton singlet...hahahah...this is so funny....

all were ready to check in...until carrie (netball team) asked me...where is weirong...then i realized that he have not reach the airport...sigh...why like that? so we waited for him...and called him...he's rushing in the cab to the airport...when he reached airport...we all check in our lugguage and went into the custom...vf 302 is our flight number...boarded the plane...and all of us (netball and basketball team) were eagerly waiting inside...

finally, the plane took off with screams and shouts from the girls...(i supposed is from the netball girls cos, janelle, their advisor showed the ... face)....the travelling time is approximately 4 hours... during the first hour...there were no interaction...just some plain conversation between the frens...when the second hour comes...havoc time...lots of ppl were sleeping...some had their mouth wide open..and guess what? our usual stuff...photo taking....hahahah...the plane finally touch down in thailand after several victims were being identified...

in the airport...after passing the immigration gate, we proceed to the lugguage collection...the place where our 1st unfortunate event happened...1 of my players lugguage was missing...we searched and searched and searched...but still no signs of it...he's real upset...cos' his digital camera is inside...he has no clothes to change...we left the arrival hall reluctantly and head towards our hotel...first hotel...

check in was fast...we placed our belongings in our respective rooms and went back to the lobby...this is where the 2nd bad news come...there are no match in the first day...sigh...actually im expecting that already...and we had this replaced with a "training" session....we took the train (mrt) to national stadium of thailand...and right opposite the stadium...there is this shopping mall called mbk...shopping mall...man..all of them were overjoyed...and there we went for our first free and easy session...we ate in this santa fast food restaurant...hahaha...then we meet at the train station for the "training session"....the netball girls had their physical training...and the basketball team were searching for a basketball court....basketball have...but an event is running at the place...muay thai....or thai boxing...so we watched the muay thai competition...and it is very exciting and hilarious...as we saw batman there...our players were energetic in the first place..but towards the ending..all looked bored and sian...cos there were no match...here comes the 3rd bad news...we had a scolding/educating by ben...after that...we went back to mbk and shop...


mbk...considered as 1 of the largest shopping mall in thailand...i've bought a bag and a pouch from there...costing only 900 baht which is equivalent to 36 sgd....hahahah great bargaining skills from my capt....we end the shopping trip at about 7.30pm....back to the hotel we went...washing up was done immediately as all were sweaty and smelly...especially the girls (both netball and basketball)...at around 9...we meet up at the lobby and head to silom road by train...silom road is bangkok's famous red light district and bugis street...there were lots of bars there and it is very messy as all the pimps will start to follow you and show you pictures of various position and they will attempt to ask you go into their pub...but our final destination was the "bugis street"....it was right in the middle of two stretch of pubs and bars...so all the guys got harassed..did not manage to buy anything from there...as the things there are very fake..at around 1115pm...we meet back at the train station and hotel sweet hotel....

at the hotel...we washed up and headed down to the lobby...there's a bar at the lobby...called the rendevous bar...i've order long island tea...and kim seng ordered remy martin...and of course some snacks to fill our stomach...after the chilling at the bar...we went back to our room and end our day...

bangkok, thailand trip day 2.

day started at 630 am...woke up and wash up...went down to have breakfast..after that will be city tour....they bring us to temple and pray first...it was kinda funny..the shrine/altar is right in the middle of the city...and behind it was a big shopping mall..after praying...we had a boat ride in the river...trust me...you wouldn't like to fall into the river.....first stop...king's temple...we had a tour in the king's temple...and guess what...shopping again....from this stop...i've bought gifts for liz, eunice and nunu...with some help from carrie...hahahah...i sucks at buying gifts...4th bad news came when we meet at the dock at 1130 am...weirong was late for the meeting time....he went mia...and ben was real mad...sad....after that we continue our boat ride...near a chinese temple...we did not dock there...but we stop there...cos it lunch time....not for us...but the fishes in the river...there were...thousands or even millions in the river...all vying for the bread that we've thrown down....after feeding...we went straight to a gem shop...to see how they find the sapphire and rubies and the making of jewellries...there, we had another shopping spree..hahaha

lunch we had in a restaurant with a pool table...we had a quick one and all started swarming the pool table...hahaha....then back to hotel for our long awaited match...we took our barang barang and rushed down to the lobby to board the bus...this time...our f4 were missing...well, our 5th unfortunate events happen..ben was real real mad...he shouted...den he ignored us...well...we were apologetic...but dunno how to say...the trip to the match place was 2 hrs so all started to sleep in the bus....until the destination....

first match was the girls one..they got owned....second match...the guys...we managed to put up a good fight with them...a narrow defeat...as soon as the match ends...it started to rain....and i left my nike bottle there...so sad.... :(...first piece of good news...ben start to talk to us...hahahah...he asked us to go by his room and drink...and team debrief...and champions league...wahahaha...then after that....we all went to bed...dead beat....

bangkok, thailand trip day 3.

day starts at 7am...breakfast time...then ice breaking and team bonding games..followed by....our free 'n' easy...i presumed all went to mbk...there we had our final shopping spree....from there i bought clothes...2 jerseys...1 shorts...1 sweater..1 polo tee and a pair of slippers...shopping ends at 1.15...and we are supposed to meet at that time...and we are real late this time...but luckily...ben wasn't mad...i can tell you the whole trip we are damn suay...after we took our belongings...we board coach and headed to an university...2 hrs trip...but this time....all did not really sleep in the bus...only for ben...he crawled into the boot and sleep...hahahah...it was raining...very heavily...

we reached there at about 4 plus...and the matches begins with the netball team...the netball team not bad...bagged a victory...well done girls...congrats...i think hor..you all win is because the whole basketball team cheer for you all...hahaha...second match...our basketball girls....they had a very good chance in winning...but luck is not there...so the match concluded with a narrow defeat...lastly...the guys...the opponents had a very even team...with height...we had a bad first quarter...but we managed to pull back...and got even at times..but still...the match conclude with a deficit of 10+ points....

on the journey back...we had tons of funs....the netball girls are crazy...i can tell you man...they invited individual basketball guys up to take photos...hahaha...the most famous guy is our capt...mr. chu kinsing..he was invited 4 times i think...hahahah...so all went crazy....back at hotel...we bathe and went back to silom street for supper with the basketball girls...hahahaha...from there, i've realized that...thailand got no midnight surcharge...hahahaha...

back at hotel after the supper....baosen asked me to go to the netball girls' room....with kinsing and kimseng...at there....we saw some drunkards...hahahaha drunk by henikken beer...funny right..then all went crazy...but we were not there...hahaha as im sleeping...hahaha..

bangkok, thailand trip day 4.

woke up at 7 for breakfast again...the last breakfast at first hotel...then we went up and packed our stuffs...and brought it down to the lobby to check out...there, we had the last unfortunate event...an advisor, lost his pouch that contains the airport tax of the entire netball team, his wallet and his passport...guessed he gotta stay there for a few more days....reached the airport and checked in immediately, had a lot of photo sessions....and in the plane we are...vf 301...heading back to singapore....

p/s: special thanks to the netball team...they had only 1 match for the entire trip...and really appreciated that they cheer for the rp team...from this trip...i can tell you...container 9 will not be the same anymore...btw...during the first match...a thai girl says that she love me... -_- hahaha...that's all folks.. hope to have another trip real fast.. (:



Sunday, September 11, 2005
final countdown....
10:40 PM

final countdown...

today was late...real late for the converse 1 on 1...last night slept at 4....my mum was back from a & e....doctor said was some post surgical infection...and my mum have to be ultra careful...today's converse 1 on 1 was a success...but i didn't officiate...until the semi and finals...converse was very generous...keep giving away prizes...i find the most funny part was the games played by team singapore...they played till so serious...and especially steven....number 13..hahahah...got rejected by a 16 year old guy...who is in combined school white....and his face darkened...although number 13 is for good players...but...apparently that doesn't apply to him...hahaha (:

after the converse 1 on 1....i went to change my thai baht...seriously, tampines mall's money changer is a big eater...the exchange rate was 24.10, on of the lowest i've asked...and at last... i went to this remittance center to change my thai baht at a rate of 24.30....spending 6k in bangkok...wahaha...

reached home at 2040...bathe and eat as usual....then i starting packing my stuffs...i always thot that i wont bring a lot of things...but end up...2 bags..a backpack and a sports bag...can't wait to reach bangkok and have fun...i hope i'll have a good night's rest...tomorrow will be taking cab to bao sen's place first then to airport...what the...cos 630am is the meeting time...sigh...i shall have tons of fun there...

p/s:
today the fragile girl was damn depressed...saw a 180 degree change...on her face...don't worry...no one's going to blame you...you have done a good job...


Saturday, September 10, 2005
retro fever is back...
10:59 PM

retro fever....

today's a boring day...the response wasn't as good as ytd...and i've saw a coupled of sore losers today...and some real lousy players...saw her today...so happy...hahaha...she looks familiar to me...don't know why...hahaha....well, my day was spoilt by jc... a referee that i hated for life...cocky and good for nothing..dont care la...

finally, my nightmare has come...a jersey that i can't even imagine...retro way...100% cotton...singlet....im still wondering how to wear that to play...finally...i cant escape the fate of wearing that...well, new jersey number...it indicates a time for improvements...

my mum went to a & e today...and now is still inside...she had been diagnosed of irregular heart beat...but i went to the observation ward and saw the ecg diagrm on the screen and everything was normal after the injection...so let's hope she will be back soon....

btw...fragile girl...this is the second time i saw you weep...don't think too much...ending...


Friday, September 09, 2005
what a tiring day...
9:58 PM

tired tired tired :X

this morning woke up at 4+.... attempted to go back to sleep after visiting the toilet...but i cant...damn....so i rolled on the bed...roll here roll there...and finally rolled till 5+am....i got off my bed...and switched on my computer...surprise surprise...spens haven slp....i think he's superman sia...training on sleeping late....i went to bathe and ate the leftover birthday cake of my sis....and i left my house at approximately 6 am....no choice... meeting leanne and carl at 650 am at tampines....gotta to help out in the converse 1 on 1...

upon reaching there...i went to set up the place... not much setting was done...cos there got helpers.. im just there to officiate...hehehe...the actual competition starts at 830...so leanne, chun leong and me actually stand there and officiate till 1700hrs...sad right? :(

supposed to have a frenly match against ite central in rp...but cos of the event...i only got to reach rp at the 4th quarter of the match with 2 mins remaining on the clock...and had to witness a lost against them.. :(

was made to officiate the girls match with shamu...well he improved a lot...in terms of officiating but still very raw...nvm...still training...and in the midst of the girls match...i had the worst humiliation of my officiating career...i was said by the ite central guys that im bias...blind...and kayu (loghead)...and...kelong....what the.... (oops! i cant say that word out..)... the humiliation was so big that i was left with no choice but to confront their coach and tell him about that...this is the first time...first time kena humiliated...damn....the match ended with ite central lost to my sch girls...

now im home...finally saw my "laopo" online for at least a month...made me so worried... heheh...and btw...i didn't get my referee cert for nothing... (:

p/s: tampines mall is spooky...out of the sudden i've got a cut on my hand when i did not even do any hard labour or come in contact with any sharp object... *shivers*


Thursday, September 08, 2005
story telling day.
7:22 PM

story telling. (:

case study 1:

her world...

once upon a time...there were girl called a...she was a joyous, cheerful girl...but occasionally had problems, whatever problems she had...she will nvr share...she had frens of course...but she liked to keep it to herself...so basically on the surface she's the happy kind but deep within...no one knows her world...

she got to know this guy b...of the same interest...they get along well...soon they were frens...happy they were, they joked, they laughed...that's how happy they are...sadness? nvr happen with the two of them...only on the girl...this girl had fallen for him...not miraculously but naturally...however, feelings were not expressed...not that it is not strong enough..but...she's afraid of losing this fren (guy b)...

once, guy b almost had a gf...she almost cried out...she, herself, knows that it is inevitable if she still doesn't let her feelings known to him...it is quite disheartening...

frens she had, tried to put them together...but nothing is effective...it was always this dilemma, frenship or relationship...

verdict:
to the guy...she will not wait for you forever...dont make her wait...dont make her feel sad...i'll kill you...if you love her...cherish her...
to the girl...the same old words i will tell you...make known to him...you have not convince me that you and him is impossible...you only said that you two will become very good frens....and also...try to look around...perhaps you will see more... (:

case study 2:

a story of apple and pear

once upon a time...there was this pear c....a very fun and happy pear...studying in good sch and had bunch of good frens...

one fine day, this pear gets to know an apple...a very bright apple...so caring and loving kind of apple...they become good frens...and slowly...they become a couple...

time have passed, days have passed even years have passed...they no longer are couples...the pear had her own life and so does the apple...the pear also have come into a totally new environment, had new frens new companions...one day...the apple came back...the apple wants to get back to the pear...hoping that they can revert and become a couple again...but it's impossible...as the pear has its own taste and choice...

the apple was fuming...trying all different ways to hurt itself...so that it can get the pear back...but luckily the pear is able to convince the apple that the two of them is impossible...

verdict:
the apple was actually a pear in disguise...and i hope the "apple" will go find a better apple...cos it is not easy to change into an apple...but there's still chances that you can change back to a pear... the pear, forget about those awful memories back there...good times are ahead of you.. (:

end of story telling.

today went to sgh with my mum for the post operation check up....had an ultra big bowl of porridge...her appointment was at 1500...mass ppl...so we had to wait till 1700++ then she's done with her appointment...went to tiong bahru plaza to buy some household stuffs...short day today..on my way home...i've collected the digital camera from my fren...i've borrowed from him for the bangkok trip...4 more days....

tonight gotta sleep early...cos tml need to reach tampines mall at 7 am.... sad...basically today had a very short day....so im ending here le... (:

p/s:
"-B3Cks^7- says:
when liz come back, she will look more lk a philiphino maid"



Wednesday, September 07, 2005
the day you left...
8:06 PM

bad day to start with... ):

last night slept at 6 am....and woke up at 8....guess what....my fren is late for his test...definitely...we waited at the bus stop after we've washed up and just nice 153 came and all were boarding the same bus....we scanned our ezlink as usual...and one of my fren scanned his...it had a normal beep sound followed with an error sound....my fren was startled...he wanted to rescan his card and i told him...no need la...scan liao still scan what...then we continued walking to the cabin...and this driver...shouted at my fren..."oih...you haven scan lehx..." we replied him scan liao... den he showed my fren a very gl face...and said come scan again...my fren was a bit fed up and said..."you haven turned on the scanner how to scan?" and finally, the driver turned on the scanner and my fren went to scan...and...guess what? the error sound was heard...now the driver is very cocky, he said... scan liao where got this kind of sound... all of us was startled and got nothing to say... i sweared to god that he really scanned his card.... so my fren went on to pay the trip by cash...my fren was fed up and start to think...and he began to suspect he left his ezlink (got money one) at my fren place...then he began to ransack his wallet...what he saw next added to his sianness....there were 2 ezlink card inside his wallet ( 1 with money and 1 without)....so sad lo...i still hate that bus driver's expression...can't he be more polite?

home sweet home at 10+ am...saw my mum washing and cleaning the fans....and she asked me to clean the ceiling fan as she's unable to climb so high....so i cleaned the fan and continued playing my lame game.....it had been quite some time since i've last clean the fan....at 11, i went to bathe...preparing myself to collect the cake for my sis...today's her birthday.....so enthu....this cake shop was at bukit timah some place called greenwood ave...took a cab there... the cake was real nice...esp. the chocolate one...the shop name is lana cake shop...give it a try... you will not regret....after that... i took the same cab back to school for the bangkok trip briefing and my mum took the cake home...(:

ooooh...the briefing was in the annex hall...basically briefed about what are we going to do and what are we expected to do and some codes of conduct thingy...a real funny and interesting session with ben seow crapping and saying some lame stuffs....well at least it's not dry...after the briefing...had a light lunch...and helped out ben with some team stuffs that is required to be brought to bangkok...stayed until 3+ and ben drove me and my friends to bugis as he's going to order some jerseys...

finally, from bugis took the train to changi airport...meeting my classies there to send our dear liz off to sri lanka for her yep...well...though we din talk much when i see her...but blessings were in my heart...hope her all the best in the yep trip...it's not easy to undergo what is happening in sri lanka...and definitely hoped that she will learn a lot of things from the trip...(: she wanted to dine with us at the airport...but the schedule was so tight that we have to give it a pass...she's real sad about that...kept apologizing....silly right? we go there is to see her off, blessing her with a safe journey....not to dine with her...hahaha...funny girl...off she go! now i believed she's still in the plane on her way to sri lanka...let's hope that she will have a pleasant journey...bon voyage...(:

monday will be my turn....cant wait for that day to come...just applied auto roamed...call me my frens...missing you ppl alot...(:


what a day~
6:03 AM

long long night -_-

what a day...woke up at 1 and played some lame games...until spens msn me and says "hey biochem ut 1 out liao"...i was like, wow at least got something that is fresh/new to do...so i went on checking my grades....well still not that bad...it was within my expectations as i remembered clearly i can't do 3 give away questions...and mind you~ 3 give aways....that piled up to 9 marks....well there goes my A...


what a day...today my mum had a big row with my sis... all because of her stupid cake...damn sad...i also dunno what to say about my sis...she basically dunno how to think...imagine this scenario, someone bought a cake for you and you tell that person no need to pass the cake to me...cos i dunno when i'm free...idiotic right...

what a day, went out with my secondary sch frens and here i am....ending up in one of my fren's house...he claimed that i desolate him everytime he asked me out for gathering...no choice but to pacify him man....that's why i am here still blogging non-stop...he attempted to sing karaoke in his room...watched vcd...played dota....and study...funny right? he supposed to have a test tml and he's like staying up with me just to play games....

what a day, i have to say. heree, all my frens are soundly asleep, leaving me all alone to endure...guessed i'm gonna stop here for a break... and well.. good morning everyone... (:



Tuesday, September 06, 2005
a new page.
2:30 AM

happy day. (:

started my day at 11am, woke up and can't get back to sleep...
classies and i watched 1 more chance and the whole show is hilarious~!!! can't stop laughing at some parts... towards the ending, the show was real sad...esp. the part where those ex-cons can't find job and this particular guy had problems with his family as a guy came into the picture...what i would say is, local film with local standards.

had a steamboat session with my classies at marina south... had tons of fun...very full~! the food was alright at sight but was delicious after we cooked it...can't imagine...hiak hiak hiak...a small steamboat session allowed me to discover the underlying world of my classies....what a surprise...well, that's me...i never bother about my own world...i just keep exploring others....what do i have to say...all of you are the elements that make up my life...adores you to the core...i may have lost 1, but i've gained all of you...

din actually see that we will chit chat at suntec's starbucks after the steamboat session....ghost stories we shared (even though lunar seventh month has ended)....rhumba i drank...the first time ever i shared my personal life....chatted till eleven and all hurried home in cabs... (:

surprise surprise, i actually initiate to start a blog and i consult this fren of mine after i've read hers for countless time...haha...she's supposed to teach me how to start a blog but she's real busy with her own stuffs; guess exams and fyp pressure bah...nevertheless, im trying to explore the blog on my own....been thinking to myself...i've nothing to do everytime when i switched on the com... so why waste the time idling?

sick i am. guessed the flu medicine has cast its effects on my now...time to get some sleep. (:


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